(Written April 5th)
I love getting little reminders from the Universe through other people that I’m amazing and inspirational. Especially on days when I feel like I don’t know up from down.
Also, unrelated; but it’s incredibly hard to get a reaction out of someone who doesn’t care. That’s how I feel at work lol. I had already mentally checked out but since yesterday I’m in fuck it mode. I know I gotta reel it in and care a LITTLE but it’ll be hard lol. All I’m focused on is making sure I have several strong safety nets in place for when my job situation ends in a few weeks.
I wrote that ^ at work a few hours ago. My best friend J just texted me with an opportunity to stabilize myself. I’m so grateful for her. She reminds me to pay it forward when I can and be a blessing to others. She also reminds me to be patient with people. 💞💞
Next week I’ll be going to a few job fairs with on site interviews, so I’m taking off work for that. Boss lady said I can use PTO, but to be honest, I don’t even know if I have any?! 😫😂🧐🤔